After the iron door of House No.
10 – reserved for dangerous and high-ranking officers of the old regime
– was closed and locked carefully, Father Anh, former lieutenant
colonel, secretly told me, “We will have a special Christmas Eve tonight.“
“Where ?“ I asked. He replied, “Next to
the restroom, at the dark corner, the sleeping places of our fellows
: Thanh, Tam, Vinh and Kinh.“
“When ?“ I asked the elderly catholic priest.
“After the nightly meeting,“ he said.
I wasn’t a Catholic at the time, but Father Anh, with great effort, had
been gradually leading me to Jesus. After some arduous challenges, I was
completely conquered by faith in Jesus, the savior of miserable people
like me, who had been detained in vatious communist re-education camps
for 12 years plus after the collapse of the South Vietnam government in
1975.
In that dark corner of House No. 10, Father
Anh celebrated Christmas Eve liturgy for me and four other fellow prisoners
in the special and secret atmosphere of the communist prison.
When a prisoner fumbled his way to the restroom near us, one of us would
signal by clearing his throat, and we pretended to be talking about the
next day’s work or the forthcoming family’s visit. When silence and
security returned, we resumed our liturgy.
Today, I am a Catholic, and I will never
forget it.
Uncle Ngoc Nhiem, Pham
San Diego, California